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Name: Brian
Country: United States
State: Kansas
Metro: Lawrence
Birthday: 2/25/1985
Gender: Male


Interests: I'm interested in the pursuit of happiness...The pursuit of the answer to the myriad questions of life and all of the universe (including Tangent Universes)...The pursuit of finding myself...And trivial pursuit...Because, after all, isn't life trivial?
Expertise: I am an expert at Dodgeball...I am also an expert at being inadequate with women...And too, I am an expert at saying things I shouldn't...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment


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Member Since: 9/17/2003

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Monday, April 30, 2007

Rinse, Repeat

Life is like a great, iron-wrought spiral staircase

All it takes is one misplaced footstep and the descent begins

How far you fall depends on how good you are at ceasing your tumbling

In time your wounds heal, and in time you begin the perilous climb once again


Tuesday, February 13, 2007

The young boy's footsteps echo loudly along the dark street.  I watch him from afar, afraid to get to close lest I startle him and send him running off into the dark.  My mind wanders back to a time when I walked the same street in the same shoes that the boy wears now.  He is not weighed down by the worries and burdens that I carry now.  He has also not known the love that I have felt since then.  He has no concept of the outside world.  He seems to be peaceful and happy.  Yet, he is so ignorant of the future that lies in store for him.  For a moment, I pity him.  But, then I realize that I might be willing to sacrifice anything to be that boy again.


Friday, February 09, 2007

Currently Listening
Supersunnyspeedgraphic - The LP
By Ben Folds, Ben Folds
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The girl runs from the room crying, upset at life's injustices.  The inevitable moment of tension settles in among the rest of the room's occupants.  It is in this moment that decisions are made without thinking, that events can have very different consequences.  I make a decision.  I run after the girl.  The signs of sorrow surround her.  I can see it on her face, in her eyes, hear it in the soft tremolo of her breath.  The next few seconds seem to take an eternity as I lower her slowly to the ground, my hand cupped behind her back.  Years past, civilizations rise and fall around us, but we finally reach the ground.  My body somewhat strewn across hers.  Our lips meet in a passionate kiss, long and deep.  Then, horror dawns, as I realize that this was one of those decisions made without thinking.  That this event should never have happened.  But, it's too late...It has happened...And a part of both of us has been irrevocably changed..."I need a smoke..." 


Sunday, February 04, 2007

Currently Listening
The Smashing Pumpkins - Greatest Hits
By The Smashing Pumpkins
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The sun beats down strongly on the back of my neck.  The beauty and the splendor of this place are almost overwhelming.  A world of greens, reds, and oranges assaults upon my eyes.  However, the assault is not an intrusive one but a welcomed annexation.  Also victim in the subjugation of my senses are my ears; bombarded by the sounds of birds and insects from every direction.  This world seems so foreign to me yet, at the same time, it couldn't be more welcome. 


Thursday, January 18, 2007

Currently Listening
The Rise And Fall Of Ziggy Stardust
By David Bowie
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So, Guitar Hero rawks my world..



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